happy birthday to you..
 you,yes you.
i dont think so you'll read this post.
how are you my 010206??
i hope you'll be okay right now. :)


do you know why i post this for you??
i still know that this day is your birthday..
this 080510 is your blessed day.

i still remember in 080506, how i went to your house in 00:00 just to gave you birthday cake..
how i against the sleepy just was to be
the first man
who gave you your 16th candle birthday
who gave you first smile in your blessed day
who gave you first hug in your happy day

and in that moment,we laughed together,
we shared about everything
we made the connected tissue together
i,you and your parent were talking together.


did you know how scared i am to face your parents at the 1st time?
did you know that how difficult made the deal with your sister to make you still awake in that nite?
did you know how was my parents got angry when they knew that i went out in 00:00?
did you know how angry my parents when they knew that we were in different religion?
BUT I DIDN'T CARE !
did you know that how happy i am when i could see your smile in that nite?
i think you arent now till this day,and you'll never know !


ok, now you are just my unforgatable story life.
i just want to say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you.
i hope where ever you are,you feel happy now.
wish you all the best.
i'm praying that you'll get your happiness while i'll not sit beside you.



i think this quote : " the man never forget their first love" is true.
yes, i miss you, RGS.
i hope you still remember me..
:)




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